debilitated

secrets of the night

make everyone go hide

pretend we're not afraid

but we are terrified inside our minds

i visualize that everyone has died

everyone has died

everyone has died

everyone has died!

and i try to masquerade the fear inside

but it's taking over

taking over my mind

i don't know how long i can hide but

i will try

again and again to fend off the fear inside

and i will strive because i must survive

these involuntary dreams

and every time i faint

i wake up in untold pain

perplexity absurdity

tell me please what's wrong with me?

he says

i'm sure you're fine"-