devastation and reform

fear can drive stick

and it's taking me down this road

a road down which

i swore i'd never go

and here i sit

thinking of god knows what

afraid to admit

i might self-destruct

so lock the windows

and bolt the door

'cause i've got enough problems

without creating more

i feel like i was born

to devastation and reform

destroying everything i loved

and the worst part is

i pull my heart out

reconstruct

and in the end it's nothing but

the shell of what i had when i first started

usually i'll cause my own first hit

it seems to me to be slightly masochistic

but there'd be no story

without all this descension

so i inflict the conflict

with the utmost of intention

so lock the windows

and bolt the door

'cause i've got enough problems

without creating more

i feel like i was born

to devastation and reform

destroying everything i loved

and the worst part is

i pull my heart out

reconstruct

and in the end it's nothing but

the shell of what i had when i first started

thank you god

for giving me the insight

so i might make

these wrongs right

if and when

there ever is a next time

cuz failure is a blessing in disguise

pull my heart out

reconstruct

and in the end it's nothing but

the shell of what i had when i first started

the shell of what i had when i first started

i feel like i was born

to devastation and reform

destroying everything i loved

and the worst part is

i pull my heart out

reconstruct

and in the end it's nothing but

the shell of what i had when i first started