dial up

ride

a day just like any other

it could go either way

happiness is too much to ask

feeling is all i crave

got a ticket for an exhibition

if i want to distract my brain

but that's really no solution

for a love so far that it feels like pain

life has me rattled

i've lost site of my soul

i've got no concentration

i'm swinging from pole to pole

it's like my brain's on dial up

it's trying but it can't get through

or a virus is in the system

dividing two by two

by two

sometimes i wonder

what in the world do i feel?

sometimes i wonder

is any of this even real?

are we living?

are we living?

are we living?

are we living?

i never know what makes it pass

i only know it will

a borderline psychedelic event

then a feeling that it's had its fill

suddenly i'm smiling

as i feel it starts to end

roll down my windows

and i'm myself again

sometimes i wonder

what in the world do i feel?

sometimes i wonder

is any of this even real?

are we living?

are we living?

are we living?

are we living?

are we living?

are we living?

are we living?

are we living?