did it to myself

i woke up to empty bed

i took a walk to clear my head

i wished you were there instead

but then i shook it off

what the hell did i used to do

i'm even starting to speak like you

and now you're living in my memory

living in my mouth

living in the four fucking walls of my house

i feel like a let down to not be your friend now

i feel like a let down and now you're gone

gone

gone

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i

your personality's split in two

i fell in love with the half of you

and when you told me what you went through

i couldn't brush it off

i wonder what are you doing now defeats the point of shutting you out

and now my part of london feels so haunted

you gave me a power that i never even wanted

you said i feel like a let down to not be your friend now

i feel like a let down and now you're gone

gone

gone

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i

oh

i did it

oh

my god you're everything i know

let it sink in right now

oh

my god you're everything i know

get ready for the come down

did it to myself

did it to myself

did it to myself

i know i

did it to myself

did it to myself

did it to myself

i know i

did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i did it to myself

i know i. i know i can't blame nobody else

did it to myself

i know i

you said answer honestly

and i went with option b

i lost you and you lost me

i can't shake it off