health
does it matter how?
does it matter where?
if you market yourself for blood
how do you come back?
she sees the red at night
no one knows
no one
if she chooses pills
if she chooses gas
does she profit to fill her lungs?
or to hold her breath?
does it matter why?
does it matter when?
if she knows that she's so fucked up
how does she come back?