dissociate

laying alone

i dissociate

laying alone

i saw a pictureframe

and it turned out to be a mirror

my reflection's so much clearer

when i'm not aware it's me

i saw a maple tree

it was growing in my head

when everybody else was dead

and i climbed up it just to see

i saw myself again

but i stood outside my being

i could understand that being

isn't all there is to be

i see the future now

got too distracted by the present

to remember that my head is

not a vehicle for fear

and it's a long way down if you fall

and it's a long way up if you don't

and it's a long way down if you fall

and it's a long way out

so

i sit in the center

and i ponder my disinterest

for it all

it's a lot easier

to imagine ending things

when i'm watching myself

from the third person

it's a lot easier

to imagine changing things

when i'm watching myself

from the third person