distressor

violence in my head

i put my mask on like everybody else

but i tie mine tight

so i can't feel pain

my house is a mess

i don't see anybody

anybody for three days

i wanna be alone

the jarring silence helps me see

shut out the noise so i can just be

so i can just be

so i can just be

be

be

dip it in my makeup

take a place away from the main stage

better than a traitor

push up on the fader

i just wanna drown in my own noise

i just wanna drown in my own noise

beneath time

the only faces i can see

are the faces i pushed away from me

so i can just be

so i can just be

be

be

be

so i can just be