dive in the mess

uoh

it's one of those nights

yeah yeah yeah

hey

jeler

you wouldn't

fuck with my life

drowning in shit

thought i was immune for a while

arrogance spoiled it

yeah

doom in the night

at least the feeling of it

the feeling of it

could be enough to bring me to the edge

yeah

i dive in the mess

absorbing the stress

i don't know what to do with it

but i'll take all of it

yeah

all of it

dive in the mess

fuck you mean

you stopping to rest

pain in my chest

weed smoke smell on my breathe

i'll be good just sauce me the crest

freaking the fuck out

at almost everyone of my friends

not in real life

just in my head

schedule flip

fuck with the meds

i'm wide awake when you'd be in bed

my average night is a two hour rest

yeah

every circumstance is detrimental

when winter season ends regain my mental

least i'll try

and maybe -i could try and find somebody special

it's happened before but damn i swear it wasn't meant to

we go

i dive in the mess

absorbing the stress

i don't know what to do with it

but i'll take all of it

yeah

all of it

dive in the mess

fuck you mean

you stopping to rest

pain in my chest

weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess

absorbing the stress

i don't know what to do with it

but i'll take all of it

yeah

all of it

dive in the mess

fuck you mean

you stopping to rest

pain in my chest

weed smoke smell on my breathe

always feeling like i said some shit i knew i would regret

you ain't finding love 'cause you've been cuffing for the sex

in love with head

when's the last time you left a message

instead of hang up

avoiding contact's a nervous habit

that i can't give up

every time you call i can't pick up

i'm too fucked up

get drunk pull trig

but i can't throw up

but you just called to say

that you wouldn't show up anyways

good luck

life's gonna suck

once you realise i was worth more than a fuck

treat me like a slut

incapable of depth

listen to the song

it's as deep as it gets

you let go

i worked i just dropped that let

i just went

face first into

my music again

going amtopm

amtopm

i'm here again

trapped here with my problems

it don't end

here i am layed in my bed at 3am

listen to the silence

it just simulates the end

i dive in the mess

absorbing the stress

i don't know what to do with it

but i'll take all of it

yeah

all of it

dive in the mess

fuck you mean

you stopping to rest

pain in my chest

weed smoke smell on my breathe

i dive in the mess

absorbing the stress

i don't know what to do with it

but i'll take all of it

yeah

all of it

dive in the mess

fuck you mean

you stopping to rest

pain in my chest

weed smoke smell on my breathe