doomed (extended live version)

sometimes i wonder

why are we all here

they call me a nihilist

i guess i'm just unclear

to why i bother

why i try

death is on my mind so much

it makes me wanna die

i've lost my wife this year

we've lost our friend

always fighting battles

but they never seem to end

are we just ladders

in a world of snakes

'cause if life is one big fucking game

well i don't wanna play it

so come and sing me

sing me asleep

i dealt with too much fucking shit

now i'm in too deep

cut off my wings

my flowers bloomed

you want salvation

but i'm sorry

we're all doomed

cut off my wings and come lock me up

just pull the plug yeah

i've had enough

tear me to pieces

sell me for parts

you're all vampires so here

you can have my heart

you can have my heart

you can have my heart

the world's a funeral

a room of ghosts

no hint of movement

no sign of pulse

only an echo

just skin and bone

they kick the chair but we

we help tie the rope

you can have my heart

you can have my heart

you can have my heart

so come rain on my parade

'cause i wanna feel it

come shove me over the edge

'cause my head is in overdrive

i'm sorry

but it's too late

and it's not worth saving

so come rain on my parade

i think we're doomed

i think we're doomed

and now there is no way back

you must've made some kind of mistake

i asked for death

but instead i'm awake

the devil told me no room for cheats"