double crown

only thing i need right now

is something stronger than this double crown

it's going down down

all the way down

i don't know if i can find my way out

they got me taking pills that they gave me

hoping that i can feel something

but i feel nothing

i can't escape the memory of taking everything

that was real from me

yea i'm still nothing

i'm all alone on this path that i follow

to drown out my sorrows i'm back to the bottle

it's real humble pie that i'm having to swallow

i swear i can't tell you a half of my problems

came from the bottom

this isn't new to me

dealt with the fake friends

dealt with the foolery

now that i'm grown

usually home with the family alone

and i swear that shit cool with me

grown ass men does grown man shit

how you need another grown man to pay your rent

that don't make no sense

most these men

pray to my knees hurt

lord knows i done it

it's a lot of loneliness on this road i'm running

so high does the crash use a nose dive plummet

learn no good deed goes unpunished

only thing i need right now

is something stronger than this double crown

it's going down down

all the way down

i don't know if i can find my way out

they got me taking pills that they gave me

hoping that i can feel something

but i feel nothing

i can't escape the memory of taking everything

that was real from me

yea i'm still nothing

i don't understand why they try my patience

know i'mma wait for the right occasion

i feel like i really need isolation

or the monster inside of myself might awaken

look at my past and i still can't believe it

my daughter she gave me a chance and a reason

most of the time i'm at war with myself

some of the time i just dance with my demons

i know when i'm wrong

guilty as sinned

i can't describe how i'm feeling within

i just express it and askin this question

if this depression never really will end

don't understand why i feel this way

i don't understand why i feel so caged

wonder why my life always feel so staged

trying to make sure that the bills get paid

only thing i need right now

is something stronger than this double crown

it's going down down

all the way down

i don't know if i can find my way out

they got me taking pills that they gave me

hoping that i can feel something

but i feel nothing

i can't escape the memory of taking everything

that was real from me

yea i'm still nothing

only thing i need right now

is something stronger than this double crown

it's going down down

all the way down

i don't know if i can find my way out

they got me taking pills that they gave me

hoping that i can feel something

but i feel nothing