downward spiral

i'm sweating like i'm in a rave

been in this room for 3 days

think i'm hearing voices

paranoid and think i'm seeing ghost-es

oh shit

phone keep ringing but i cut that shit off

only time i use it when i tell the dealer drop it off

had a threesome last night

ain't matter what it cost

couldn't it get hard

tried to stuff it in soft

had to fuck em both raw

keep my fingers crossed

been grinding on my teeth so long it's swelling up my jaw

nothing on but my bathrobe and pinky ring

your worst nightmare for me is a normal dream

and if i learned anything

is don't nod off with ya motherfucking cigarette burning

knocking on my door but i won't answer

residue on mirrors

jojo dancer

and it's a downward spiral

gotta figure it out

i gotta figure it out

i gotta figure it out

cause it's the downward spiral

i gotta figure it out

gotta figure it out

i gotta figure it out

everybody say

you got a lot to be proud of

been high this whole time

don't realize what i done

cause when i'm all alone

feel like no one care

isolate myself and don't go nowhere

smoking blunt after blunt

'til my eyes start burning

hennessy straight got my chest like a furnace

drowning frustrations in a ocean of sin

thinking irrational

i have no emotions

cold cold world

some might say

freezing on the snow

brain feel a bit frostbit

nauseous

don't know the last time i ate

but i eat these fucking rappers like fucking last steak

on death row

feel like i am

you never know

one day you're here

the next you're gone

so i put it all up in these songs. and it's a downward spiral

gotta figure it out

i gotta figure it out

i gotta figure it out

cause it's the downward spiral

i gotta figure it out

gotta figure it out

i gotta figure it out