dysphoria

lightworker

the uncertainty is what's digging into my mind

and i try to it keep it together while i fall apart inside

withdrawn

a two-year long seclusion with me just giving in

hollow again

the silence screams so loud and i think i've had enough

there's nothing left for me to believe in

there's no choice but letting go

i try to disconnect but i'm bleeding

from these scars

filled with hope

denial

revisited

all these endings still

resolve

without you by my side

but that's alright

i'm withdrawn

a two-year long seclusion with me just giving in

hollow again

the silence screams so loud and i think i've had enough

there's nothing left for me to believe in

there's no choice but letting go

i try to disconnect but i'm bleeding

from these scars

filled with hope

so save your attention for the one you already chose

'cause that part of me has begun to close

so paint the floor with everything i have inside me

go

go ahead

take his hand

is this what you wanted?

we're obsolete