eleven o'clock

it's eleven o'clock

eleven o'clock

and the deadline is anytime today

but i won't know by eleven o'clock tonight

just like i didn't know at eleven o'clock yesterday

oh good

an abstract theatrical space. now i can actually think

it's eleven o'clock

and by eleven o'clock

shouldn't i have earned a frickin' ever after?

i've done the workbooks

taken the pills

what more could i do?

how could i still not know myself

after all that i've been through?

i was working hard at a new york job

making dough

but it made me blue

one day

i was crying a lot

and so i decided to move to

west covina

california

brand new pals and new career

i admitted that's where josh lived

and that's what brought me here

'cause i was just a girl in love

didn't want to be held responsible for my actions

i had many underlying issues to address

and i did and didn't want to be crazy

no wait

i didn't did want to be crazy

to clarify

i got a diagnosis

a diagnosis

and i named the darkness

and though i knew i'd have problems again

i know i gotta move on to a new song

but i want to keep disco-ing

i wanted to be a good person

yes it's true

be a good person

but better than who?

this medley just got super-intense

'cause life really doesn't make narrative sense

it's eleven o'clock

eleven o'clock

i need to end this song

but i don't know how

eleven o'clock

still eleven o'clock

well

rebecca

you've done it now

you ruined everything

you stupid bitch

uprooted everything

and said you'd made a switch

but you're still a poopy little slut who lives in a dream

and doesn't know how to love

this whole journey's been a crock

in case you can't tell time

it's still eleven o'clock