spent the past few months just tryna get away from you
but i am so weak
yeah i cling to your abuse
i sit around and allow all of your misuse
yeah
so abusive
oh girl your love is not the love i want for me
i want someone to come and make me feel complete
i want that love that will make me feel like a king
but darling
your love is not the right kind for me
screaming
yelling
hitting me with no defense
then you come back all sobered up
want to give me all your love
but
i don't want
i don't want your excuses
tying up
tying up all these loose ends
hanging up
hanging up nooses
to avoid all your excuses
excuses
no i don't want your excuses
wearing long sleeves to hide all of my bruises
mentally and physically abusive
no i don't want your excuses
excuses
who ya love
who ya love now?
love the pain
take a shot
drink it all down
ice cold on my throat like a knife
ow
love the pain
why i stay
masochist wow
i scream so loud
life'll never be the same
so insane
things change in a day now
who am i now? who am i now?
screaming
yelling
hitting me with no defense
then you come back all sobered up
want to give me all your love
but
i don't want
i don't want your excuses
tying up
tying up all these loose ends
hanging up
hanging up nooses
to avoid all your excuses
excuses
no i don't want your excuses
wearing long sleeves to hide all of my bruises
mentally and physically abusive
no i don't want your excuses
excuses
mentally and physically abusive
you give your excuses
all your excuses
excuses