you make me sad
you make me wanna die
sometimes i think about you
i just wanna sit and cry
you're always on my mind
i wish that were a lie
but every time i see you i just wanna fuckin' die
u make me sad
i really wanna die
sometimes i creep your insta when i really wanna cry
'cause i'm not on your mind
your voice ain't on my line
and everytime i see you i just wanna fuckin' die
what's it like in your bed? i'm not there
i think back on all the time we shared
when you were there at the park
the first time we ever spoke
i wasn't playing that show
but you sure gave me some hope
yeah i remember lookin' out down the street of ashland drive
the sun was always shining when i looked in your eyes
and baby
you know you created me a hella happy dude
this weather you've been bringing compliments my mood
those were some happy days
summer 2016
lying desperately in wait to move on up to uc
but now i'm here and girl i hate it
you know i can't leave you hangin'
i'll be back in january
save some room there in your heart for me
and after all of this
girl i can't figure out
why you would keep me in the dark
you should'a told me 'bout your doubt
fast forward it's november
didn't tell me 'bout your man
now what am i supposed to do with all these broken ass plans?
you make me sad
you make me wanna die
sometimes i think about you
i just wanna sit and cry
you're always on my mind
i wish that were a lie
but every time i see you i just wanna fuckin' die
u make me sad
i really wanna die
sometimes i creep your insta when i really wanna cry
'cause i'm not on your mind
your voice ain't on my line
and everytime i see you i just wanna fuckin' die
late nite vibes
long ass drives back to cincinnati
ashland drive weighs on me heavy
like the rain
i wasn't ready
just can't ruin something good
even fate had held it's breath
i wrote a novel
put you in it
with a life
there must come death
inevitably
the life of me was frantically praying to destiny
the best in me was there and willing
may we rest in peace
i'll dig the dirt and drop the desert seeds
and patiently will wait for sand to grow and kill the grass
i'll watch the green turn into ash
i'll be reminded of the warmth you brought each time i see your smile reality settles in
realize it's been a while
since we spoke
i think about the songs i wrote for you
how every word
an ode to you
the melody
the pretty tunes
it always comes together
full circle like a wedding band
we'll always be eternal
just your memory to comfort me when i'm in need but we all know the life of me can not be saved
your image sits and lurks
a song must have a melody for harmony to work
you make me sad
you make me wanna die
sometimes i think about you
i just wanna sit and cry
you're always on my mind
i wish that were a lie
but every time i see you i just wanna fuckin' die
u make me sad
i really wanna die
sometimes i creep your insta when i really wanna cry
'cause i'm not on your mind
your voice ain't on my line
and everytime i see you i just wanna fuckin' die
now what am i supposed to do?
when a girl like you leaves me feelin' blue
what am i supposed to do?
when it's all my fault
i should'a knew
now what am i supposed to do?
when a girl like you leaves me feelin' blue
what am i supposed to do?
when it's all my fault
i should'a knew
you make me sad
you make me wanna die
sometimes i think about you
i just wanna sit and cry
you're always on my mind
i wish that were a lie
but every time i see you i just wanna fuckin' die
u make me sad
i really wanna die
sometimes i creep your insta when i really wanna cry
'cause i'm not on your mind
your voice ain't on my line
and everytime i see you i just wanna fuckin' die