life round here

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part time love is the life round here

we're never done

everything feels like touchdown on a rainy day

now we're at square one

and we wait too long

til' we're at square one

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i wonder how you'd feel if you were lost in my mind

since you barely understand my thoughts sometimes

little bit of depth and a little bit of god

cause i swear that i be livin' in the dark sometimes

and it sets in here

nobody gets let in

'til i let my emotions out on every single page and instrumental i'm left with

shit

i wonder

will i ever really feel shit?

and if it all takes time and i ask why

will time eventually reveal this?

cause. the remedy

i'm searchin' for the remedy

cause i'm fucked up and my heart's just another ghost of my memory

knock real hard on real real wood

things still feel bad when they real real good

and my brain just a vessel and the knowledge suppose to heal

but the more you fuckin' know

less things feel real

less things feel real

and the time shifts

and my mind shifts and ain't really anyone or anything i can really vibe with

cause. i'm searchin'

but i'm terrified

and by the time i find what i'm lookin' for

i'll be dead inside

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cause part time love is the life round here

we're never done