embryo

so

a summer morning in 1983 my beloved mother always by my side

hey

smile at me just like you always do in the sunlit morning your expression distorted

mother's neck is choked as she hangs down from the heavens bye bye

mother

with silent tears and deep pain the flower

unable to bear it

is dying i am alone

without a face a gasping voice

without a face a distorted voice

so rape me until you're satisfied that i am yours

father

but see

mother is looking down on us from up above

my sweet mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open

deadly sweet mother in hatred i'll wait patiently

holding back my nausea while i'm raped

now

a winter evening in 1992 my despised father always by my side

hey

rape me again today just like you always do father's eyes wide open

burning into me

i thrust that thing i hid deeply

strongly

into his neck bye bye

father

mother

naked

blooms in the snowy landscape crimson flowers

blooming

bloodstained i am

alone

my sweet mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open

deadly sweet mother in hatred the tears streaming down my cheeks dry up

as the season dries

up

my sweet mother smiling you smile so hard it seems your heart will burst open

deadly sweet mother i'm pregnant my child crying i'll hold back my nausea