but it doesn't seem to work though i'm trying. i try so hard to do what's right
to be so good
to make you proud
but it never seems to satisfy you. it's just the person that you want
it's not the person that
i am. the conflict inside's horrifying. i want so much for you to think of me as a person
that deserves your respect & attention. i wonder if i'll ever do the things you want. when i don't even know what i want yet. it's not that i'm rebelling against the person you are
it's just that i don't know who i am. all i know is it hurts
oh how it hurts
oh god
do you know how i'm hurting?
there's an emotion in me. there's an emotion in me
emotion no. 13
look into my eyes
you'll see i'm not lying. emotion no. 13 easy cryin'