endless night

is it a sin

to miss the hell

that you survived

with best of friends

at worst of times

i never got the answer

they never told me

if you're not careful

what doesn't kill you

can control you

now it defines me

and it reminds me

that it will never let me go

if we share the pain

then maybe we won't have to bury memories away

i try to change

but the dawn escapes again

i fight another endless night

when it gets dark

i can not breathe

it's only the sound

of grinding teeth

afraid of the silence

and it's lurking violence

your empty words

the feigned concern

we go through the motions

i never return

cause it still defines me

and it reminds me

that it will never let me go

if we share the pain

then maybe we won't have to bury memories away

i try to change

but the dawn escapes again

i fight another endless night

i try to change

but the dawn escapes again

i fight another endless night

i try to change

but the dawn escapes again

i fight another endless night

is it a sin

to miss the hell

that you survived

with best of friends

at worst of times

i fight another endless night

i try to change

but the dawn escapes again

i fight another endless night

when it gets dark

i can not breathe

it's only the sound

of grinding teeth

afraid of the silence

i fight another endless night