eternity complex.

i've been wearing this body thin since the day i stepped in it

but i've heard ignorance is bliss if we share the same pigment

i've been told your blood is blue before it leaves the body

so forever stay inside to match these cruel thoughts of mine

i tried to hide away from these aches and pains

but i'm sick again it shows

and now we share the same name

so thanks for staying

thanks for praying

that we'll get along tomorrow or maybe the next day or maybe the next

we've bickered for the better part of the century

it's plain to see that we were never meant to be

but you signed the god damn contract

and now instead of unconditional love

we have these silly matching rings

foolishly i parted you to make the mistakes our parents made

and i promised one day i'd take away your pain

but gave you something much worse - unresolved mistakes

you can fix what you've broken but our minds have been obliterated

and the shrapnel scars dancing round the side of your cheek

match the ones inside my mouth when it's open

i've been hoping that keeping you here would be best but it's developed quite the sickness

it's hysterical to think i hold you from true happiness to avoid becoming a statistic

i don't know why but i take every measure to keep this plane from falling

but it's falling anyway

so i guess just call me when you decide to stop crying

this willingness to change is conflicted by my upbringing

and all i will really do is screw it up again and repeat these words i'm sorry

so i'm sorry