eulogy (nail in the coffin)
Singer:aja
the one you said killed their career 'cause they didn't do what you want
the one you wish would die before they got to finish this song
even though you tried to pin them wrong
you think you seen me mad
but you ain't barely seen me bothered
your soul would leave faster than a baby father
i need a therapist 'cause i get way too pissed
i might blow up like an atom
put the nail right in the casket
you niggas couldn't tell greatness from a waste basket
i got a couple bones to pick
why the fuck you pickin' at my skin
yellow leather with the red rugs
my feet were bleedin' from runnin' this shit so fuckin' hard
just to watch the public hit me with the fuckin' hand truck
it should be you in this coffin
i'll still be screamin' from underneath the dirt
i hope your ears bleed so much that it fuckin' hurts
we are gathered here today
to celebrate the life and death of shilow dallas ward parsons
better known to the general public as a hotheaded faggot
who cries when he doesn't get his way
bury me underneath the dirt just so i could see
the last three times i escaped death's grips on me
i almost lost my will to breath
the type of shit that your parents pray for
when they tuck you in to sleep
it's bleedin' with all i have
like this music ain't cut right through my wrist
permanent mood's on pissed
i sacrifice time with the ones i love
and no contract's offered
where is the deal? what is my deal?
my first reaction's to tear into you with emotions that i feel
everything i say so shocking
so i try to wilt like a rose
i manage every time to come out on top
so is this what it feels like to fail?
should i disappear behind the veil?
they claim i'ma be lookin' down from heaven
i hope you motherfuckin' bleedin'