facetiming mom

maddi jane

la wasn't what i signed up for

thank god for my family

and i don't wanna be such a downer

life is never what you think

'cause the city don't got no breathing space

i'm here on a whim swimming in the same place

outta my mind and the spiritual vibe

is draining the life out of my face

lost nine pounds in a week 'cause i got stressed

facetime my mom in the doctor's office

wanna lay low

i just wanna lay low for once

but not that low 'cause i know myself

and that i won't ever get up again

i let go but not that much because

coming close to my dreams is just not

good enough for me

no

no way

if i'ma go in

first let me say

i'm going all the way

i'm going all the way

and living again

and living again

and living again

and living a--

and chicago is calling my name now

thank god for a place like home

and i'm blocking the memories out now

till they grow dim and old

'cause the city don't got no breathing space

i'm here on a whim swimming in the same place

outta my mind and the spiritual vibe

is draining the life out of my face

lost nine pounds in a week 'cause i got stressed

facetime my mom in the doctor's office

wanna lay low

i just wanna lay low for once

but not that low 'cause i know myself

and that i won't ever get up again

i let go but not that much because

coming close to your dreams is just not

good enough for me

no

no way

if i'ma go in

first let me say

i'm going all the way

i'm going all the way

and living again

and living again

and living again

and living a--

i'm not gonna make the same mistakes

i'm not in a hurry to make any new friends 'cause

all the ones taught me that it's gold

just sit and watch a move with someone you love so

i'm going all the way

i'm going all the way

and living again

and living again

and living again

i'm going all the way