failed hope

so

this is the end of my life

and that i have so far

except that i've lost everything

my friends

my family

for whom i breathed

for whom i have lived

you're just feeling it unbearably painful

and i feel that

this is forever

mighty wild fear envelops your infinite mind

here

there is no judge

there is no good

there is no evil side

here

you cannot just remember something and start to cry

you are everything and nothing here

you just died!

death on the streets

blood in the water

countless lives lost

another fucking slaughter

where's the help?"