eleven fifty nine

it's eleven fifty-nine

it's the story of my life and everything that could change in it

it's eleven fifty-nine

it's the minute i could die and be lost to the end

god save me!

the clock counts down to my demise

each faucet drip pierces my ears and swells my eyes

with tears i feel one now it burns as it runs down my face

i want to save myself but now i fear it's far too late

fate hides outside

worries run through my mind

what will i find

what will i find?

under your medals

uniforms

and mini model ts

a dirty secret that you never wanted us to see

lost in the rain

i'm abandoned and betrayed

the predator's been preying all along and i'm the game

i should have known

should have seen the signs

cause never were they clearer

i'm a mess

how will i ever survive?

the clock is ticking away

it's counting down the minutes to the seconds of the rest of our lives

you're sick

you're a plague on me

cyanide you are the poison on society!

perverted

twisted

fantasy!

how could you do this to me?!

your lies have forsaken me

we were a family!

this proof just can't exist

refuse to believe in this

god i should have known

god i should have known!

these pictures of your victims some of them just barely teens!

in silver frame

your latest victim it's a picture of me!

lost in the rain

i'm abandoned and betrayed

the predator's been preying all along and i'm the game

i should have known

should have seen the signs

cause never were they clearer

i'm a mess

how will i ever survive?

the clock is ticking away

it's counting down the minutes to the seconds of the rest of our lives

i'm starving but i can't seem to eat

i'm so tired

but i won't fall asleep!

i won't lie down

i've got to lie down. fuck. i can't-

i can't breathe!

i should have known

you were the one who'd take it all away from me!

the labyrinth in my mind just trapped me in that horrible dream!

we fell in love. we shared a life

you vowed it all to me!

your lies have forsaken me

we were a family!