a fear of being alone

come here

i've got a fear of being alone

will you nurse it

i can't sew the wounds myself

silent screaming as if i had lost my breath

somewhat damaged and i want you to notice

you opened these eyes and made me see

this is how life shows me

a beating heart

a memory

i'm not alone

will i ever be

happy

tell me why

i'm paralyzed

underneath

surrender my serenity

hoping one day that i

the days and years

they're hanging down around my neck

choking the meaning

suffocating who i am

in you

a refuge

the safest place to call my home

killing the feeling

this fear of being alone

you opened these eyes and made me see

this is how life shows me

a beating heart

a memory

i'm not alone

will i ever be happy?

tell me why

i'm paralyzed

underneath

surrender my serenity

hoping one day that i

will feel alive

just like you

cause everybody hurts

everyone is used

anybody's them

and anyone is you

read between the lines

you will find the truth

hope is the light

that leads me to you

a beating heart

a memory

i'm not alone

will i ever be

happy

tell me why

i'm terrified

i've got a need

i don't know why

will i always be sorry

tell me why

i'm paralyzed

underneath

surrender my serenity

hoping one day that i

will feel alive

just like you