fear of my identity

last thirty seconds i wait for him

last thirty seconds i wait for him to begin

to begin

last thirty seconds i wait for him

last thirty seconds i wait for him to begin

to begin

the nights are getting longer

the pain is getting stronger

but i know

i know

the hate is getting darker

and the fear is growing larger

but i know

i know

you taught me that i would grow old

you taught me that my heart would grow old

you taught me that i would grow old

you taught me that my heart would grow old

last thirty seconds i watch you go

last thirty seconds i watch you go all alone

all alone

last thirty seconds i watch you go

last thirty seconds i watch you go all alone

all alone

the nights are getting longer

the pain is getting stronger

but i know

i know

the hate is getting darker

and the fear is growing larger

but i know

i know

you taught me that i would grow old

you taught me that my heart would grow old

you taught me that i would grow old

you taught me that my heart would grow old

the fear of my identity standing right in front of me

i want to run but i can't see

i want to scream but i can't speak

the fear of my identity standing right in front of me

i want to run but i can't see

i wanted to be you but i know it's me