feeling small

this one's of you

taking your pill

you sometimes forget

and that's okay i guess

this one's of me at my sister's wedding day

all my faces

they all were wasted

you're barely breathing

i know

what if it started to show?

and i know it won't ever change

but it hurts the same

this one's of me

throwing up for you

and i'm paler still

and that's the way you wanted it

this one's of you; certain of cancer

and all my faces

they all were wasted on feeling small

you're barely breathing

i know

and now it's starting to show

and i know it won't ever change

but it hurts the same

a fever broke somewhere behind july

and remember how i weighed 135

and we collide

all my faces

they all were wasted on feeling small

you're barely breathing

i know

and now it's starting to show

and i know it won't ever change

but it hurts the same

this one's of me

losing the way

feeling afraid