feels so real

it was two years ago and it was yesterday

it might not make sense

but that's just the way it feels to me

i'm as bad as an old washing machine

spinning 'round but i never get clean

don't you see

'cause baby

you're gone but you're like the wind

out of the calm you come back again

rattling the windows of my painted shut heart

feels so real

inside i still got this breaking in my chest

don't feel like flesh

it feels like glass

and glass shatters

oh

outside i'm not leather yet

but these days i'm tougher than i ever thought i'd get

or ever wanna be and the heart of the matter

is baby

you're gone but you're like the wind

out of the calm you come back again

rattling the windows of my painted shut heart

oh

feels so real

feels so real

pulling down

jupiter

would be much easier

swimming in the sky that would be a breeze

than finding a magic cure

help me remember

you're nothing but a memory

yeah

baby

you're gone but you're like the wind

out of the calm you come back again

rattling the windows of my painted shut heart

feels so real

feels so real

it was two years ago and it was yesterday

might not make sense

but that's just the way it feels to me