fight your fears

Singer:macdonald, tom

yeah

remember when you told me

that you wouldn't first night

and i said that i respect it

but it felt so right

but we did it

it's different from like e'ry other time

that we ever met somebody underneath the city lights

you agreed

it's been me and you since then

it's been hotter than we thought it would being just friends

you would come to my apartment

and lie your ass on the carpet

and talk bout how you got started taking classes in college

and i would listen for as long as i could

couple minutes and reminders why i mention i'm good

i'm underneath the palm trees thinkin bout you

gettin caught up in the rain back home in vancouver

i been out here

you been at home

wonder if you even think about me at all

wanna do it properly and get you some property

before we started gettin happily and it ended all awfully

i never met another model so in love with breakin mirrors

it was a troubled adolescent years

i used to ask her if she wanted to hear the truth

i said you know i love you but i cannot fight your fears for you

i can't fight your fears for you

even though i would kill for you

but i keep it real with you

tell you when you want

i can't fight your battles

there's some places you must travel on your own

but i love you when you come home

we're gettin through everything and we still goin through it

i done did everything but i'm still gon do it

i been shot through the heart but i know she still gon shoot it

and her heart ain't broken no more

but i'm still gon glue it back together

till we're back together

till we not together

white boy

don't say that

white boy

oh you so bad

white boy you wish you were black

white boy

dear white boy

white boy

white noise

sayin' shit i can't say with my white voice

white boys

white lies

don't tell me how to see it through my white eyes

i got a mother

a father

a sister

an auntie and uncle

and a grandma that i picture when you're openly hatin'

and god willin' one day i'll have a kid of my own

i refuse to let you blindly hate my wife or my baby

so go ahead and hate the racists

i pray for their extinction

if you wanna hate the white people

just make a distinction

between the ones who want the best for everyone regardless

and the ones who built the system just to smother you with hardship

stop before you say it

i know what you been thinkin'

how's a straight white male in 2018 bitchin'?

you're makin' me the villain by demonizin' my race

for things i didn't do and decisions i didn't make

no one that i call a friend has ever owned a slave

and neither did our dads

or our dad's dads

fuck sakes

acknowledging atrocities were wrongly committed

is all that i can offer when i'm wrongly convicted

i would never hate a man for what god gave him in pigments

and i would never plot against him just because he is different

i would never judge a human for the cards he was given

or call them lesser than myself 'cause of the race that he's mixed with

white people that you hate aren't your neighbors or lawyers

they're the rockefellers

rothschilds

bushes

and royals

they're the people who monopolize the water and oil

and injected your communities with drugs 'til they spoil

got no patience for nazis

i think they're better off dead

they're fightin' hatred with hatred makin' the hate more intense

i don't want nothin' to do with either side of the fence

so don't blindly attack me for wearin' braids on my head

hate the people who believe you put yourselves in the ghetto

hate the ones who teach they children you ain't shit 'cause they said so

hate the ones who think you're all the same and judge you profusely

'cause the way that you're portrayed on our news and in movies

bein' white and bein' racist aren't the same man

i promise

know it's hard to tell the difference if i'm just bein' honest

i deserve the chance to show you i'm not part of the problem

and you owe it to yourselves

we got so much in common

white boy

don't say that

white boy

oh you so bad

white boy you wish you were black

white boy

dear white boy

white boy

white noise

sayin' shit i can't say with my white voice

white boys

white lies

don't tell me how to see it through my white eyes

white boy

don't say that

white boy

oh you so bad

white boy you wish you were black

white boy

dear white boy