fighting with yourself

i think i spent a little long in the background

in the shadows when i only wanna stand out

feeling stubborn and i never wanna back down

it's like i'm tryna win a fight with my eyes closed

running circles getting dizzy on a tightrope

going under

yeah

i'm sinking in this lifeboat

tables turning

always searching

out for something else

stop fighting with yourself this time

cuz you've been here before and

you never win the war so

start reaching out for help

it's fine

to know you've hit the bottom

admit it when you've lost and

stop fighting with yourself

i think i'm sick of all these fake interactions

painting smiles over scars and the sadness

always on the edge i never found the balance

i was drowning in a pool of the same things

it's a miracle that anybody found me

feeling better when i got out of my own way

tables turning

always searching

out for something else

stop fighting with yourself this time

cuz you've been here before and

you never win the war so

start reaching out for help

it's fine

to know you've hit the bottom

admit it when you've lost and

stop fighting with yourself

stop fighting with yourself

i've been stuck here circling

all these thoughts i'm livin' in

and i need you to feel me this time

i've been stuck in a phony cycle

all these thoughts

i won't deny 'em

and i need you to feel me it's fine

stop fighting with yourself this time

start reaching out for help

it's fine

stop fighting with yourself this time

cuz you've been here before and

you never win the war so

start reaching out for help

it's fine

to know you've hit the bottom

admit it when you've lost and

stop fighting with yourself

stop fighting with yourself

stop fighting with yourself