a final word

so pick me up and sow me back together again

with two years gone i wake up right where i began

but i still dream of you each night

and i have changed

i am no longer the boy you thought you knew

and i don't deserve anything but the brutal truth

but you won't tell me now i've gone

so with these words i bid farewell to the best years i've ever had

and you're still young

it won't be hard for you to find

a better man

than i have ever been in all this time

and you were right

when you said i'd be leaving you behind

and i didn't plan it out

and i'm sorry that i kicked you while you were down

i broke these chains and i escaped but i've never felt so trapped

and it breaks my heart to know you'd ever think of me like that

i haven't been myself in weeks

i'm sorry darling it's been rough

but we'll make it out alive

and i can't thank you enough

cause you made me

a better man

than i ever thought that i could be

but i don't know

if i believe you were in love with me

cause i loved you so much

and it killed me that i wasn't worth your trust