finally free

anybody ever dug a mud hole so deep to the point there's no where to go

that's me

the only thing is i dug mine with my own shovel

3 a.m. stumbelin' in drunk knowin' i was in trouble

didn't have the nerve to kiss her on the check and then tell her i love her so

well i have

hell i've had less good times than i had bad

she'd get mad

we'd get glad

then i'd crash again hot damn

over and over

i threw another load on my shoulders

but not on purpose bein' in a dumb marriage out of focus

and it don't mater how hard you try to let the past be the past

and move past that trash go to a patch of green grass

still starin' at a half empty glass up at night glarin' at the dreams you had

that relationship didn't get no where with that

and it's bad so we need piece and it's time for some relief

and now i get back to me

i just get back to me

i'm finally free i'm finally free

so i can get back to me

runnin' around lookin' down for too long

lookin' out for the toes i stepped on

tip-toe around a broken home

divorce time to move on

it's been seven years since i said i do" but i don't