fireworks

some days i'm scared to be awake

some night i leave the light on

sick poetry i lean on to realize we should think twice

wasting life away on rooftops throwing cigarettes to watch the embers fly

no i don't want to let go

these things aren't making sense anymore

jaded; waking up on your best friend's floor

we're naked still drunk from the night before

i'll cut ties away from all my friends

so they won't even miss me when i'm dead

you mean everything to me

take away the pills that help me when i'm weak

you found a way to make me bleed

don't say you're sorry

we burned like fireworks

we took a one-way train for a getaway

and we'll sing

was it our time to go?""