fix the dark

placing the blame on myself

rather than anyone else

i've been questioning what everybody

sees inside of me

holding my breath

i'm not sleeping again

behind my eyes a rising tide

of doubt that leaves me paralyzed

doubt that leaves me paralyzed

on my own

i'm learning about letting go

i need something to call my own

i'm trying to recall

if there's anything left for me at all

cause on my own

i'm learning to let go

i'm tearing apart what i know

trying my best not to show

that i'm slowly breaking down

into a shell of myself

now i know that i could show that

i am in control of all of that

weight that holds me down so i can finally

see through all the smoke that hides the light and

i'll find a better way to say i'm

on my own

i'm learning about letting go

i need something to call my own

i'm trying to recall

if there's anything left for me at all

cause on my own

i'm learning to let go

my back's been breaking from the weight that it's been taking

you are the gravity that's pulling me down

my back's been breaking from the weight that it's been taking

you are the gravity that's pulling me down

on my own

i'm learning about letting go

i need something to call my own

i'm trying to recall

if there's anything left for me at all

cause on my own

i'm learning to let go

my back's been breaking from the weight that it's been taking

you are the gravity that's pulling me down