fixation

i couldn't feel

anymore trapped than i already do

stuck inside

stuck inside this state of mind with you

and yet you only smile like i'm your friend

but now my happiness depends on how well i pretend

i know i'm bound to this fixation for as long as i stay here

sometimes i wish i could just leave

so you can come running after me

and the perfect world we're after always seems to disappear

i wish that we could find a way to make it out of here

can we forget that we are bound by all these ropes and strings that ties up like this

and when we wake up

we can't go back to the world that only wants us to be friends

and i hope that when i sing you're looking up at me

so you can see my eyes are filled with hope for what could be

i know i'm bound to this fixation for as long as i stay here

sometimes i wish i could just leave

so you can come running after me

and the perfect world we're after always seems to disappear

i wish that we could find a way to make it out of here

but that would mean that all we've done would simply go to waste

i'm trying to convince myself we're better off this way

because you only smile i'm your friend

i wish someone would shake this out of me or shake it into you

i know i'm bound to this fixation for as long as i stay here

sometimes i wish i could just leave

so you can come running after me

and the perfect world we're after always seems to disappear

i wish we could find a way to make it out of here

yet you only smile like i'm your friend

but now my happiness depends on how well i pretend