forgot how to dream

why can't i be myself when i'm by myself?

i'm only nervous alone

what did i settle for?

just a metaphor of something that felt like a home

black ivy

i'm so lost

come find me wandering

used to be reliable

now i'm liable

for promises i couldn't keep

i was a little kid

i was different

the world is alive as i sleep

all day eyes shut

my mind just stays blank

guess i forgot how to dream

guess i forgot how to dream

think that i'm losing it

i'm confusing things

that i used to keep in a line

why can't i trust myself

learn to love myself?

they say it's a sign of the times

don't leave me

oh my mind won't stay easy

easy

i've been along for the ride

but i haven't been driving

haven't used my eyes in a minute

swear i'm sincere

but the weed and the internet clouded my vision

these lights make it hard just to sit in or live in the skin that i got

turned into something i'm not

i'm looking at photos of people looking at the clock

guess i forgot how to dream

guess i forgot how to dream

guess i forgot how to dream

dream

dream

guess i forgot how to dream

dream

dream

dream