four years ago

you were drunk the night we met

but it didn't show

you smoked menthol cigarettes

to hide the taste below

did i grow up too fast?

did you grow up slow?

along the way i lost myself

in your shadow

i loved you for a little while

four years ago

sometimes i feel lost and wild

when the moon is low

just like four years ago

just like four years ago

i was a thrift shop purchase

with holes you had to sew

you wore me proud and with your friends

about four years ago

i spoke your name the other night

and the dead arose

your spirit lives inside of me

and i become your ghost

i loved you for a little

while four years ago

sometimes i feel lost and wild

when the moon is low

i remember i remember

your skin felt just like gold

i remember i remember

when i didn't feel so old

just like four years ago

just like four years ago