funny you should ask

well it's funny you should ask me how i feel

as the scenes before my eyes begin to reel

i can't remember how long i cried

i can't remember how hard i tried

turned my thoughts away from you

like i had something else to do

and now i find you here

and it's funny you should want to see me now

well i'd refuse you but i can't remember how

i can't remember how long i cried

i can't remember how hard i tried

i'd tell myself i didn't care

that i was down and you weren't there

you've been away so long

and it's funny you should want to know my plans

as the future disappears beneath my hands

i can't remember how long i cried

i can't remember how hard i tried

now i'll cast aside my memories

and shut you out most bitterly

i'm down on my last smile