gateway

i'm not trying to

to tell you what i think that i deserve

and all i ever wanted to

was to feel alive and see it through my own eyes

i'm not saying that you have to

full agree with where i'm coming from

but what do i get?

a perception check

i'd rather die by living alone

if this is all i need

that this is all

and i don't know how

how to break this to you

i'll try my best and

i know it won't be easy

for you to accept this

i can't

i won't

live how you expected

did you think that it would force me through

in point of fact i've done nothing wrong

security's not what i'm aiming for

i'd rather take a chance than give up on something more

if this is all i need

that this is all

and i don't know how

how to break this to you

i'll try my best and

i know it won't be easy

for you to accept this

i can't

i won't

live how you expected

and i don't know how

how to break this to you

i'll try my best and

i know it won't be easy

for you to accept this

i can't

i won't

live how you expected

and this doesn't feel

much like a home

and i'm trying my best

to find my way back

and this doesn't feel

much like a home

and i'm trying my best

to find my way back home

and i don't know how

how to break this to you

i'll try my best

i know it won't be easy

for you to accept this

i can't

i won't

live how you expected

and if you could be

more supportive than you have ever will but

i know it won't be easy

for you to accept this

i can't

i won't

live how you expected