tongue twisted lines
bitter symphony
i'll be the trustworthy side to my suffering
i've got a hit list for this sickness
so don't try to fucking sell me on a death wish why
i've been here once before
cause i've been fighting all my life
it's all the same i wasted all my time
in hopes to get it right
severed all my ties
and now i know where to go
there's so much they don't know
maybe i should give up my ghost and live forever
too hard to take feels like i'm worlds away
i don't wanna go this alone
it's now or never
too hard to say so i suffocate
suffocate
i shoulda known
shoulda known they were sick of me
led me to play selfish games for the sympathy
i went insane turned my allies into enemies
then fucking left them a problematic awkward status
cause i've been fighting all my life
it's all the same i wasted all my time
in hopes to get it right
severed all my ties
and now i know where to go
there's so much they don't know
maybe i should give up my ghost and live forever
too hard to take feels like i'm worlds away
i don't wanna go this alone
it's now or never
too hard to say so i suffocate
suffocate
i always felt like a throw-away
ever since i can remember
maybe i should give up my ghost and live forever
forget my name
i put myself on display
tried not to show the pain
inside of me
side of me
no one ever sees
a side of me
side of me
that no one would believe
maybe you're all just too late
there's nothing left to take
there's a side of me
side of me no one ever sees
a side of me
a side of me believes that
maybe i should give up my ghost and live forever
too hard to take feels like i'm worlds away
i don't wanna go this alone
it's now or never
too hard to say so i suffocate
suffocate
i always felt like a throw-away
ever since i can remember
maybe i should give up my ghost and live forever