that's not a good excuse

oh

i feel so sick to my belly

it's probably all the lies that you fed me

why were you with him? it's 'cause you're scared to be alone

told me it was nothin but i saw it on your phone

why did you go and treat me so poorly?

gave you the world

is it enough? i thought surely

told me that you loved me with your fingers in my hair

it really hurt my feelings when you said that you don't care

you

say you don't give a fuck

about how i feel

but you

really fucked up

and i just wanted you to know that i am really sad

i don't deserve the things you said

even though you're mad

that's not a good excuse

that's not a good excuse

oh why do you always try to control me?

i'm always honest but you leave me so lonely

text me that you love me while he's laying in your bed

it really hurt my feelings when i saw you give him head

but you

say that he's just a fuck

like that makes it ok

but you

really fucked up

and i just wanted you to know that i am really sad

i don't deserve the things you said

even though you're mad

that's not a good excuse

that's not a good excuse