grown up fairy tales

this and this about such and such and fairytale

hail mary pitch in the air

the fist on my pick was the myth from my hair

my 'fro shot a flair

pardon my stare

my deer in the headlights

jesus can stare and i bet she just glares

eyes

glazed as a doughnut

fresh as a baby and raised like a grown-up

i tell fairy tales in your ear

farewell to welfare and helping with healthcare

i'll take you to fairs

and win you a bear

and marry and grow up and split up

and split up my share

and sew up the seams and hold every door and pull every chair

chivalry's dead

i went to the funeral

witnessed its murder and watched it in utero

i know when we try to hold it in

every time when we try

we try and we try

we won't let it go

it just goes again

it just goes again

catch and release

playing fetch with a fish and a dog on a leash

flesh up for lease

rent and repeat

repent and then rinse off your hands in the sand of a beach

blood in the bleach

hand in the cookie jar

stuffin' your teeth

stuffin' your mouth till there's nothing to eat

plottin'

he got your gut feelin' the ease

hold it in

just don't doubt

don't give in

don't give out

don't blow your kiss in the air

fold your fist in a prayer

and attentively listen for blue fairies whisper to turn you from folk tale to faithful for years

i never will grow up

fold you and hide you and tell you to hold up

i know when we try to hold

we try to hold it in

every time when we try

we try and we try

we won't let it go

it just goes again

it just goes again

smoke till we grown up

till coffee and doughnuts

newspapers

pill poppin' to grasp on the moments

and save our personas while doctors persuade you you're stronger till you think that you livin' longer

my ace in the hole

watch how i wish that these 18 year old gigs was longer

till i wish that i had took honors

and got to med school

so i could solve your problems

i'm further from heaven

i'm peepin' your leverage

been suggested by reverend

i shook out my blessings with pressure

a precious depression

picasso was best with no sketches

my architects narcissist stretcher

adonis my bias projection

a shame to rejection

in love and reflection

perceptions for whom is anonymous

for descretions with all of his exes

they all off my checklist

i fucked them then hated they presence

they judge off a daily appearance

the children inherit from parents

you cannot buy beauty on clearance

this rollie just shows that i hear it

i'm cold as a spirit

lookin' for warmth is a sober endearment

until i found you like i stole from existence

f a finder's fee

can't hold on the interest

we just wastin' time to mention the senseless

feet above the ground

we fall from long distance

take secrets to the grave

but all want repentance

and lookin' at you

i could tell you feel different

eyes glazed as a donut

thinkin' 'bout high school and childhood and switchin' your moments

his life was a coma

and this a movie

they ain't in

they keep goin'

and this the trailer

boy

right after the show end

the preview of your previous favorite moments

such a match that i just can't be a donor

losin' touch but i ain't lost in the moment

see

these the times that i just wish could keep goin'

stanza so long

i could stand in the moment

grindin' so strong i can't fathom condolence

you used to hold me down and that was my lonesome

and now i call your phone from voicemail recordings

a preview of my previous favorite woman

i never will grow up

hold you down

hug you back

tell your soul

just stay performin'

i know when we try to hold

we try to hold it in

every time when we try

we try and we try

we won't let it go

it just goes again

it just goes again