gtg

notmorgn

i'll be 20 next year

but i dress like i'm old

sitting down

12 hours

i could swear i'm growing mold

kraft macaroni

cooking up on the stove

i got nowhere else to be

but i'll say i gotta go

every time she tells me i should stay some more

i'on see no drugs so fuck it gotta go

gotta go

gotta go

i gotta go

not a single hour lately

i don't wanna roll

not a single meal

i wouldn't finish with a smoke

never touch a bogie

and i put that on my soul

but i light so many woods

it's like a bought a pack of smokes

like i bought a pack of newports

living life like it's a crash course

living life like there's a second try

i know you will but i don't think i'll die

so i'm giving everything a try

where'd you get it and how much it cost?

how much of it cause an overdose?

i don't wanna die

but i'll get close

how much of it gonna numb my soul?

intense emotion make me curl my toes

fuck love

i feel it getting old

guccihighwaters

i'll be 20 next year

but i feel like i'm dead

i look like i'm 12

and my hair is a mess

flip the stack just like a tech deck

i ain't smokin' gas

but if i did it would be septic

i'm fuckin ballin'

they tryna intercept it

they just get crossed up like an intersection

y'all my sons

like i broke the contraceptive

she lackin' vitamin d

so she swallowed my erection

must be my aesthetic

shawty gimme neck

but it feel like anesthetic

i can't feel my chest shit

my heart beatin' fast

think it's cardiac arrest bitch

woah

big words

i think i need a dictionary

words inducing images

but this ain't pictionary

write in the morning

record in the evening

day in the life

but i breathe for no reason

by the way girl

i gotta go

i just get inspired from the feeling of your throat

plus it's cold out i think i see some snow

hopefully

it sticks so i can stay inside alone

but

how much of it gonna numb my soul?

intense emotion make me curl my toes