happy hurts
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blame it on the monsters in my mind
i've been getting better at slowly getting worse
what's wrong with me when happy hurts?
off again tempermental affection
for my darling depression is making me go mad
i hear there's a fine line between crazy and sad
but i can't tell the difference up close
there's a lot of us you know ill and undiagnosed
but i don't need a piece of paper to tell me what i already know
can we let that be alright?
pick up the battle again in the morning light
and i'm fighting so hard to come out of the dark
trying to turn off the night
trying to make my misery just a piece of my history
blame it on the monsters in my mind
i keep getting better at slowly getting worse
what's wrong with me when happy hurts?
today i feel okay guess it was all just in my head
i just need to try harder i guess
yeah everyone else in the world seems to be doing alright
can we let the pain and the happy mix
can the two coexist? the beauty next to the mess
because i swear i have them both already beating in my chest
if that makes me crazy the numbers don't lie
but i don't call that crazy i call it being alive
and i'm fighting so hard to come out of the dark
trying to turn off the night
trying to make my misery just a piece of my history
blame it on the monsters in my mind
i keep getting better at slowly getting worse
what's wrong with me when happy hurts?
if i had to pick between the way that i am
and the way that everybody else seems to pretend
between psycho and sanity
my favorite parts of myself seem to make the least sense
all the cracks in my skin they just let the light in
my favorite parts of myself make the least sense
all the cracks in my skin let the light in
all i want is the one thing i can't find
i keep getting better at slowly getting worse
what's wrong with me when happy hurts?
what's wrong with me when happy hurts?
i keep getting better at slowly getting worse
what's wrong with me when happy hurts?