hard sometimes

i'm waking up my mind

i'm just trying to kill the silence

i'm ripping off the blinds

i'm just trying to let some light in

but i've been on the road

i've been missing home

see it on my phone

let the world back home keep spinning round without me

i'm waking up my mind

i'm ripping off the blinds

oh i

try to be happy but it's hard sometimes

but life just seems to happen right before my eyes

cause i feel like i'm not there

cause my head is up somewhere

far away from all my friends

i just want that back again

oh i

try to be happy but it's hard sometimes

it's hard sometimes

when i come off cold

i'm not doing it on purpose

you caught me in a hole

that i dig for myself when i'm nervous

i've been on the road

i've been missing home

see it on my phone

but my friends back there got inside jokes without me

don't mean to come off cold

i don't want to be alone

oh i

try to be happy but it's hard sometimes

but life just seems to happen right before my eyes

cause i feel like i'm not there

cause my head is up somewhere

far away from all my friends

i just want that back again

oh i

try to be happy but it's hard sometimes

i don't feel like myself and

i can't help being selfish

sometimes the pressure gets the best of me

oh i

oh i

oh i

try to be happy but it's hard sometimes

but life

just seems to happen

it's just passing by

oh

cause i feel like i'm not there

cause my head is up somewhere

far away from all my friends

i just want that back again

oh i

try to be happy but it's hard sometimes

cause it's hard sometimes