heart's having a hard time

thought i'd wake up

somehow that weight would be off my chest

last night i said what i couldn't say before

i thought we'd break up

and it wouldn't take much for me to move on and

find someone i'm a whole lot better for

now i'm starting to think

it ain't that easy

i hated to do what i had to do

cause i was afraid of hurting you

i thought i was good with goodbye

but my heart's having a hard time

making sense of how i'm doing what's right

got me so tore up inside

yeah

i know i made up my mind

but my heart

my heart's having a hard time

it shouldn't be so tough for me

to change my lock screen

but it's sinking in that i don't get to kiss that smile no more

we had a million reasons

someone had to do the leaving

but how i thought i'd feel ain't how i'm feeling

i hated to do what i had to do

cause i was afraid of hurting you

i thought i was good with goodbye

but my heart's having a hard time

making sense of how i'm doing what's right

got me so tore up inside

yeah

i know i made up my mind

but my heart

my heart's having a hard time

now i'm missing you

now i'm wishing you

and i had worked it out

if it was so wrong

why am i still loving you now?

i hated to do what i had to do

cause i was afraid of hurting you

i thought i was good with goodbye

but my heart's having a hard time

making sense of how i'm doing what's right

got me so tore up inside

yeah

i know i made up my mind

but my heart

my heart's having a hard time