heavenhell

god help me

guide me towards righteousness lord

once again

please give me back the innocence of my youth

that was taken from me so long ago

out of my control

i do not lay the blame on anyone

only you can save my soul

i'm calling

i'm calling out

i'm calling

is anyone listening?

i'm calling

i'm calling out

i'm calling

are you listening?

cause i'm trying to fight it with all my heart and soul

strength and hope

is it all my fault?

i can't deny it

sometimes i lose control

i lose all hope

god save me now

from my past and present sins once again

please give me the peacefulness of my youth

that i've never had

i keep it all inside

for the sake of pride

i will not disrespect my family

only you know what i hide

i'm calling

i'm calling out

i'm calling

are you listening?

cause i'm trying to fight it with all my heart and soul

strength and hope

is it all my fault?

i can't deny it

sometimes i lose control

i lose all hope

until then

it feels like

i'm caught between

heaven and hell

please take away the sins of me and my father

give me the strength to prevail

if you forgive me

then i'll forgive myself