hectic

nesian mystik

well at times this world be getting hectic

my people i just wanna disconnect it

find something to nourish the pain

coz conditions don't consistantly change

engulfed within the shadows of a parallel dimension

tears threaten to expose exterior deception

render my sorrow pure of merciless conception

vengence surges through veins contaminating senses

flee the vicinity morphing positional status

disengage atmosphere reflect upon the havoc

disembody the spirit

rejunvinating the mind

portals reopen and teleport me to another time

coz this world be spinning around dark clouds above my head

i got heat on my shoulders more frustrating then a needle and thread

i can forsee a negative outcome if this pressure ain't controlled

confused

abused

profanity

i ain't got time for compromise

aggressive now its happening

hard times experiencing absent minded negative conscious

right denied

with physical contact

verbal beating

mental intelligence check

the special problem analysis

twin guardians suspend visual

convert negatives with syllables

the soundwaves deviate the subliminal regulate

reality with audio residual

now i'm gon let it slide

now absorb

raw expression mediates senses

verbalise state of mind thought comprehension

i'm lost in vision should i

should i not is the decision

it's a battle of the mind with informed precision

alternative choice to be selected with the process

heart rate prompt adrenalin to the conscience

for sure this world be getting hectic

sometimes wanna sever reality disconnect it

which ever way the wind blows

ethics stand the test of time

its a race against reality

result defined as wise

now i've repainted my train of thought

shedding the baggage which have been like daggers in the heart

the broken bridges burnt through the storms of combat

connection re-established sabre time to counteract. analyse alternatives

now level to compromise

increase the volume

to ease my mind

mentally traumatised

psycologically hypnotised

unstable but still able to reconnect upon the mental

as the darkness starts to rise and still the sun is yet to set

don't blame release the pain

just take a breathe and maintain

constant consumption of assumptions my functions set on

assumption leading down the path to self destruction

cranial overload systems malfunction

a definite choice is all i'm wanting

now take it back to life

whats going on

whats going on

back to reality

back to life

whats going on

what going on

back to reality