being alone are you scared of being alone?
worried you'll be a shadow terrified of getting old
insomnia tapers your eyelids and the adderall taught you how i lived
so flip a coin for every shade of gray
i bet you pick a needle to bargain with
heads i bet you fall asleep
get tangled in the sheets
suffocate as you choke at the though of your own dreams
you never fail to feel hollow now hush and let the dark swallow
zanies and panties on the floor
another one night stand at the door you go insane
i can see you sleep through your bedroom window
you're killing yourself with lucid dreaming
flipping coins for my fate
now ain't that impressive?
tails you never fail to feel hollow now hush and let the dark swallow
flipping coins for my fate
now ain't that impressive?
like a coward in their darkest hour
counting flowers for the petals when they love me not
got you flippin' that position like a motherfuckin' opportunist
play from the pawns of the discord
find freedom in the fact that no one will miss you
i done heard a little bit about issues
but none compared to the shit that i got with you
c-c-cause i swear to god that you've got too much goin' on
let's start somethin' new
let me think a bit 'bout this
cause i been really iffy on whether or not i'm sliding through
you got me trippin' a little bit
and i'm thinkin' of figurin' how i can get it together
cause i'm literally getting the feeling you get when you itching to keep that drug you keep usin
as i tear myself from the ground
cause while i been thinkin' about the shit that you're putting me through
i'm thinkin' that i'm a go with someone else
like a coward in their darkest hour
counting flowers for the petals when they love me not
got you flippin' that position like a motherfuckin' opportunist
play from the pawns of the discord
your stars are faded why word 'em out
find freedom in the fact that no one will miss you