here (remix)

i guess right now you've got the last laugh

i'm sorry if i seem uninterested

or i'm not listening

or i'm indifferent

truly i ain't got no business here

but since my friends are here

i just came to kick it

but really i would rather be at home all by myself

not in this room

with people who don't even care about my well-being

i don't dance

don't ask

i don't need a boyfriend

so you can

go back

please enjoy your party

i'll be here

somewhere in the corner

under clouds of marijuana

with this boy who's hollering

i can hardly hear

over this music i don't listen to

and i don't wanna get with you

so tell my friends that i'll be over here

oh-oh-oh here

oh-oh-oh here

oh i ask myself

what am i doing here?

oh-oh-oh here

oh-oh-oh here

tell me they love it

they want me

they need me

surrounded inside of this room by the gritty

it seems like these women is needy

but all they've been wanting and needing is money

she calling me honey

i know that she lying

and all she want from me is everything high end

the ladder

the ladder

she love it

she climbing above it

the higher she gets

she gets no vision from it

the second she plummets she's gon be right here

the second she plummets she's gon be right here

at the bottom with killers and dealers

now they say that diamonds forever but never explain

that the diamonds filling up your safe cannot fill up the pain

i hope you'll understand that i'll be here

hours later congregating next to the refrigerator

some girl talking bout her haters

she ain't got none

how did it ever come to this? i shoulda never come to this

so holla at me

i'll be in the car when you're done

i'm stand offish

don't want what you're offering

and i'm done talking

awfully sad it had to be that way

so tell my people when they're ready that i'm ready

and i'm standing by the tv with my beanie low

yo i'll be over here